All you can do now is move forward! Arnold Schwarzenegger Terminator shirt was scared that if I got to close to her then I would fall in love with her and I trusted my judgment better in the state of avoiding her than by being vulnerable and communicating my feelings to her. It was horrible. I say it can be right as well. I say so because I have kind of been there. Not falling in love. But, definitely falling to like someone so much that I would have loved to know them better to discover if things could go on to evolve into something cosmically beautiful and eternal in the future. I felt guilt, shame and also the attraction to her consuming my thoughts constantly.