I’d still run as fast as I could in his snap of wave and Every machine is a smoke machine if you operate it wrong enough shirt. I realized he never hold my universe rather he became my universe. That everytime I hear the words love and pain, his face will appear crystallized. I might be the girl he had as his dreams form. I might be the girl he got to watch his all-time favorite movies and the first who heard the songs he wrote as he strummed his guitar. I might be his first love as what he called it but you’re with him now. And you will have him in ways I could never have. I am now a part of the past that will one day be forgotten.