I greatly encourage you to follow a spiritual discipline in your life Yes I am old but I saw Bob Seger on stage shirt – some sort of meditation practice. Worry not about Kundalini awakening until you have a reason to. Desire and pursuit are not what the spiritual path is about. Letting go and surrendering (to yourself, as in your true self beyond the ego) is what it’s about. Bullies suffer pain, anguish, and can bleed too. They are cowards because they lack self-control and rely on their limited emotional intelligence to threaten and intimidate anyone they perceive to be weak and vulnerable. Bullies are incapable of expressing their true feelings and therefore pretend to act tough and hostile so they can exalt themselves to be the dominant person in any group.
Moreover, English is more like a global language and spoken in many countries and at many workspaces, so, it would again benefit you to learn it. Seems like a good setup for a stress-free relationship. But, based on what I have seen with friends’ marriages, as well as with clients’ marriages, I would say we do well – but not extraordinarily well. I doubt people look at us and sigh wistfully. We have our share of ups and downs like anyone else. I would say we do a couple of things well. We are reasonably quick to come back to each other after a fight and talk it through (we don’t go to bed angry, that’s a rule, and we don’t use the word “divorce” no matter how frustrated we get, another rule).